I don't even know if our relationship gonna end here . :'( Yes , i do love him that i don't wish to let go of him. I won't let go of him . I just can't . No matter how hard anyone ask me to let go of him i won't let go of him. I love him more than my ownself . :'( Haish*
Why must you do this to me and isa aunty why ? :'( While i can keep ur secrets and why can't you ?:'( Haish * You backstabbed and betrayed me . Thanks but this is what im going to say u u already made me lost my trust on you . Thanks for making me and him being like this hurt the both of us when we did nothing wrong to u.Indeed we help you alot. Do u ever think that way aunty?Do u?U lied to me . I'm just totally dissapointed w u aunty i totally am. I know one of the happiest thing u wanna see is i and him separate :'( Haish* For goodness sake i can't live without him.His my life his my everything . Ya allah , ku sujud kepadamu ya allah tolonglah ya allah :'( :'(  I don't even know now.I bet mum gonna separate us together . Haish* I swear this is the biggest obstacles i need to face thru with baby :'( I can't take it when mum and aunty talk bad about baby while baby did nothing wrong towards them . U judge him wrong the both of u mum n aunty .
Please don't listen to anyone mum ? Listen to me . If u know his heart u know him well u will know his not what u referring to yesterday evening . Infact u didnt even meet him and u judge him and hurt his heart. U make his heart crash into pieces mum u really did that and aunty to . :'( U even crash my heart into pieces to :'( Why can't u think mum? U should asked me i'm the one who knows him well . U may see from his face but u don't even know his heart :'( I really love him so much.Ya allah , ya tuhanku tolonglah ya allah? :'( haish * I'm just scared mum will ask me to let go of him  . I just can't :'( I CAN'T I JUST CAN'T :'( . His my life his my another part of my heart his my world . He mean so much to me :'( Sighs* It really hurts my heart this time round i swear it really do. For all this while me and bby fight it thru all the obstacles but this is for the very first time our heart been hurt badly . :'( Haish* There's alot of memories we have . I just can't seriously can't go on a day without him :'( I swear i really-really swear i can't go a day without him. :'( haish* I love him deep down my heart .I really do. :'( Ya allah , ku tahu ku banyak silap dgnmu tapi tolonglah ya allah ? :'( haish * im not in the mood already to type . off now .. .