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I'm sorry if i didn't update much lately. Im to lazy as usual and to busy now adays since prelims and N level is coming in one short .Yeah! Lately , mum and me have cold fights but i didn't bother much to talk to her . And , i didn't give in actually .Yes , i know i'm wrong and i'm the one who make her trust gone. But , shes the one who over reacted. I know , i should be apologising but when i give in she just can't accept the apologies truthfully . Like for example , i ask for her forgiveness yes she do forgive me but then if i make mistakes again she will bring up the past and talk such a harsh things to me that make me broke into tears like again. So , its better not to have a heart this time round . Like , you see now ? She started talking back to me in a normal way like as if nothing happens and acting to be a good mother towards me. Lol! Nevermind , can't be bothered talking about her anymore.Hahs. As long i'm ok with her and everything's fine i thank allah alot ♥.Yeah! And, coming thursday is my English N level Oral . I'm so gonna be dead by now.Like , seriously . Hah! I don't think i can talk fluently to the teachers which going to take me during that day. Hehs! I need to practice more on my speakings. Yeah ! Lately , i'm not that paying attention in the class. Hahs! All i do is listen to music copy the answer what teacher wrote on the projector screen talk and have my breakfast and then tadaaaa end school and off home sweet home and study . But , still i study at home . Yep ! You see i can't concentrate during class time. As , my classmates some of them are irritating and such a pain in the butt . Lol! Okey , so few more days to my Birthday . And , i don't feel any excitement or something?Yep . Damn dead i guess my b'day ? Ok , maybe i don't feel it now or maybe a few days time ?Ya . Ok , soon i'll be 16 . So ? What? 16 is a part of me growing up and then 17 , 18 , 19 and so on . My future is still long thought . Hah ! Ok , erm nothing special during my up coming b'day i guess? Hah ! Ok , so a few more months till we need to do our Fasting Month for the Muslims people . Erm , im freaking stress coz when it reach August 7 its my 2 years Anniversary with boyfriend and that date falls on Sunday. -.-" This is so ridiculous i swear. Tsk! How on earth can i go out ? Erm , its like so hard for me . And , August 6 i needa attend my school SL project to go to draul mawa's home ? Sorry if the spelling is wrongly spelled. Yep ! A home which the childrens without parents stayed at . Helping and sharing is caring ♥.And , during our fasting month for the muslim if we help them we gained "Pahala's" . I don't know what is it called in english . Ok , skip . Sunday which is yesteday , i attended my bro's engagment with his fiancee . Ok , this is so what you gonna hear from me reader's . Yeh! On the morning woke up at 8:55am and i saw my phone was blinking and i open up its from my boyfriend. Boyfriend told me he needa go back to terengganu to visit his grandfater since his grandfather is sick . At 9am he need to go already . And , my heart starts to feel sad . For sure i said to myself im gonna tear up coz , we already promise each other later that night which is on Sunday yesterday we need to control ourself not to text each other only text or call when its strike 9Pm . Thats what we promised but , since it ended up this way i didn't get to call or text boyfriend already. And , it upset me .Haish :'( The most sad part boyfriend say to me that he don't even know when will he went back to Singapore. That moment while i reading thru the text he sent it really upset me much. Hah! But , no matter what i need to fight this feelings and be strong like i promise him from monday to thursday don't text or call . Friday is the only day we can text and call . This is so killing me deep inside . :'( I really not use to it not to text boyfriend or call him . I always use to having him around me texting and calling at night morning evening . Haish . I swear i miss boyfriend so much badly . This is the 2nd day we didn't text or call . I hope his doing fine and alright at there. Yeah! Its okey i understand his situation since his grandfather is sick .Yep! When i miss him , i will look at our picture's together read over and over again our conversation at msn , facebook and texts that he sent me at my phone . Hug his teddy bear use his 'Iloveyou' cup that he give me read his letter see the 'Iloveyouframe' wear the watch , bracelet and smell the perfume which he spray at the envelope and much more♥.Seriously , i miss boyfriend right now badly . Yesterday tear up today i tear up again . :'( I don't even know how long he will be staying at there? Please , don't be so long i really miss him badly i need him right now :'( I miss his phone calls , texts , smiles , webcamming with him making stupid , silly faces with him laugh with him everything i miss about him♥. See , i told you i for sure gonna tear up . My tears is rolling down my face right now . Teacher posted something on facebook saying that tomorrow needa pass up Ebs worksheet which she gave us last Friday to do during the weekends. But , i do a lil . And , the rest i can't be bothered . No mood to even face any books or worksheets right now . Hmmmmm* Im not sure if tomorrow gonna be the best or the sad day for me . Hope , everything will be just fine like it is everyday. Amin♥. To be honest i miss my pinkish blog . But , i will update once again if i have that so called " Free time " or "Not lazy day" alright ? Bye for now . Nights. Disini aku merindukan dirimu♥.~