The Reason for me to be strong the reason for me to be weak ;Cutiepie.
HelloReaders♥!
Sorry for delaying . Like always , i'm busy and to pack with plans . Hah! Ok , so let's story telling to my favourite reader's . Chey! Like i have a daily readers reading my blog everytime . Lol !
Ok , skip . Heh! Currently , i'm blogging and i wanna take picture's later on . Chatting with my Lovelyone's♥. Irawrbaby♥, Sasa♥& Tiara♥. Yesterday , i didn't hear Mj12 to the fullest . I did hear but , i hear halfway thru . Heh! To sleepy . Mek! School, totally give me alot of pressure . Fuhhh ! Pressure . Lol . Sorry reader's i'm to hyperactive early in the morning . Haah ! But , seriously stress i feel , pressure i feel and depression . To many to handle . Ya , right ! Haah .
It is because , Mid-Year , Prelims and my biggest day of N Level is coming on the way . That is why i need to put in a lot of effort in my studies. Yeah! So , to the rest of my love one's that is taking N's ♥. Oh talking about this , Earlier on daddy and mummy bought for me KFC. Finger lickin good yaw ! ;D Hahah . I enjoyed my late dinner . Ya, i know i'm gonna gain weight alot . LUUL. -___- " Ok , so while i make my way to the kitchen and when i want to enter the toilet .
Guess what i saw ? Heh . A lizard . Tsk! -__- Tell my dad and my dad kill the lizard while my stomache is aching damn bad . Ok , sheesh . Ahahaha! While i was washing my hands i keep an eye on the lizard and admiring and investigating about the lizard . I just realise that lizards have butts like us to . Lol ! Hahahah . Wthell right nini ? Ahahah . Yeah , ♥. But , seriously super solid . ;P Ain't joking . Okeyh , better stop it before any bloghoppers hopp to my blog and vomit . Heh ! So, i'm hearing music now . & Just now while i looking thru at someone's facebook profile i saw someone that i use to be close to a ex of mine a bestfriend/friend of mine a joker/cutiepie of mine picture . I'm happy that you're happy Afan♥. And , this is for him . You all can read it . Just for him . Yeah! This is him (Afan♥) .
Ok , skip . Heh! Currently , i'm blogging and i wanna take picture's later on . Chatting with my Lovelyone's♥. Irawrbaby♥, Sasa♥& Tiara♥. Yesterday , i didn't hear Mj12 to the fullest . I did hear but , i hear halfway thru . Heh! To sleepy . Mek! School, totally give me alot of pressure . Fuhhh ! Pressure . Lol . Sorry reader's i'm to hyperactive early in the morning . Haah ! But , seriously stress i feel , pressure i feel and depression . To many to handle . Ya , right ! Haah .
It is because , Mid-Year , Prelims and my biggest day of N Level is coming on the way . That is why i need to put in a lot of effort in my studies. Yeah! So , to the rest of my love one's that is taking N's ♥. Oh talking about this , Earlier on daddy and mummy bought for me KFC. Finger lickin good yaw ! ;D Hahah . I enjoyed my late dinner . Ya, i know i'm gonna gain weight alot . LUUL. -___- " Ok , so while i make my way to the kitchen and when i want to enter the toilet .
Guess what i saw ? Heh . A lizard . Tsk! -__- Tell my dad and my dad kill the lizard while my stomache is aching damn bad . Ok , sheesh . Ahahaha! While i was washing my hands i keep an eye on the lizard and admiring and investigating about the lizard . I just realise that lizards have butts like us to . Lol ! Hahahah . Wthell right nini ? Ahahah . Yeah , ♥. But , seriously super solid . ;P Ain't joking . Okeyh , better stop it before any bloghoppers hopp to my blog and vomit . Heh ! So, i'm hearing music now . & Just now while i looking thru at someone's facebook profile i saw someone that i use to be close to a ex of mine a bestfriend/friend of mine a joker/cutiepie of mine picture . I'm happy that you're happy Afan♥. And , this is for him . You all can read it . Just for him . Yeah! This is him (Afan♥) .
Afan♥, I really-really hope you're doing fine there as i can see you are happy now . (':
Thanks to Allah for granting my Doa for you without fail . I know we both are nothing now . We're strangers right now . But , like what i say to you i will never forget you never ever . (': Maybe , i've forget you sometimes and erase those love towards you in my heart . But , my heart and myself still misses you so much . You still remember last year when we are together we use to tease each other alot ? Those funny/clumsy jokes of yours? That makes me laugh like an idiot . You to the same when i love to say to you this >> " I tonyo u kang !" Hahaha . Still remember this ? Yeah . (':
Eventhough , i hate to admit that i miss you . But , i just can't stop myself from missing you . I dont know what should i do . But , i improved . I make myself busy with things like , studying . Like what u said remember ? U say to me this >> " Starting next year the first starting months u kena bljar rajin-rajin kyh? " & That's what i promise you . & Up till now im studying real hard . Im studying real hard for me for my parents and for you . Eventhough u're not with me anymore but , still in my heart i don't wanna make u dissapointed . (': You say my studies and education is important and , thats what i'm doing now . (': I'm putting my best in my studies .If only we're still contacting i will tell you that i improve so well in my studies now adays . & I'm sure you will be happy for me . (': Ok , let's change topic now. From what i see you already gain weight a lil bit rather than last time you're to thin Fan . Ahahah! But , i'm happy if you're happy like what i say up there previously . (: You still remember whenever we both tune in Mj12 we will always scares each other. & During the Mj12 there's time we ask different and weird type of questions together? I miss those question games of yours , i swear . (': The sweetest part of you is that you spent your time alot with me before you go somewhere. When i cried that time when we fought you calm me down and make me laugh and smile . (': I'm speechless i don't know what should i say Fan . But , yeah . People out there maybe , don't even know who you truly are .
Maybe , some of my love one's know that you're bad you're a backstabber and love to hurt me alot . But , yeah i do hurt u more right ? Remember when we were going on and a few days later my parents find out and my dad ask you to break up with me and i don't need you ? That is the worst part of all between us ? I know you're deeply hurt that time . I know how u feel . Even i feel it to . To be honest , mum have a faith in me she trusted me i talk to her after, we broke up . I said to her " Ma , Irfan is the only guy i love . He is the only one for me i love him deep inside. " & Guess what mummy say ? Mummy says that " If you both are fated to be you both will find a way back together . " I swear to god she said that Fan . (': & Remember we find our way back again ? Yeah . & From there come our 2nd Attempt . But , you say to me don't love you to deep . & After all that the next next day you ask for a break up . & We get separated again . I swear i cried before that during my belated b'day party when i ask you this >> " Will you go thru thick&thin and fight all those ups and downs with me together ?" And , you remember what you say to me ? You say , sayang if its to hard the best thing is to let go . During that time , i swear i cried real bad. Only my aunty♥ knows about it . (': Yeah . That was those years back before . But , from there we separated after the break up again . We still contact together and be friends . A close friend indeed . (': I was damn happy to be by yourside always♥. But , now things change. I know you and me made many mistakes to each other . I've been hurting u more didn't i ? Or you ? I'm not sure but , i know we both do hurt each other . (': It's okeyh everyone do makes mistake. But , i know you're getting sick and tired of my sorry . Coz , i've been doing stupid things to you and , that's the reason why we're separated again . I really - really sorry truly sorry . I really meant my words Fan♥. Eversince that day when you say don't text you anymore , i just can't stop blaming myself for that . It is because , it was me who just ignore your texts and doesn't really bother to reply back your text . Just because you sms me in a harsh and cold words . Seriously , i'm sorry fan. Haish . Lastly , i miss being called by you ' P.P.G , Bumble bee and ' B ' . " Haish (': But , I hope you're happy with that someone new♥. Like i've said to you before . No one could ever be you no one could ever replace you . It's just that , no one ever will . (': Haish . I don't even know why my heart have a deep feeling that misses you so much . But , i really do miss you alot . Haish . I hope you're doing fine . Amin !♥ I'm happy when you're happy ♥. Still , ur name in my mind and heart . (':
Thanks to Allah for granting my Doa for you without fail . I know we both are nothing now . We're strangers right now . But , like what i say to you i will never forget you never ever . (': Maybe , i've forget you sometimes and erase those love towards you in my heart . But , my heart and myself still misses you so much . You still remember last year when we are together we use to tease each other alot ? Those funny/clumsy jokes of yours? That makes me laugh like an idiot . You to the same when i love to say to you this >> " I tonyo u kang !" Hahaha . Still remember this ? Yeah . (':
Eventhough , i hate to admit that i miss you . But , i just can't stop myself from missing you . I dont know what should i do . But , i improved . I make myself busy with things like , studying . Like what u said remember ? U say to me this >> " Starting next year the first starting months u kena bljar rajin-rajin kyh? " & That's what i promise you . & Up till now im studying real hard . Im studying real hard for me for my parents and for you . Eventhough u're not with me anymore but , still in my heart i don't wanna make u dissapointed . (': You say my studies and education is important and , thats what i'm doing now . (': I'm putting my best in my studies .If only we're still contacting i will tell you that i improve so well in my studies now adays . & I'm sure you will be happy for me . (': Ok , let's change topic now. From what i see you already gain weight a lil bit rather than last time you're to thin Fan . Ahahah! But , i'm happy if you're happy like what i say up there previously . (: You still remember whenever we both tune in Mj12 we will always scares each other. & During the Mj12 there's time we ask different and weird type of questions together? I miss those question games of yours , i swear . (': The sweetest part of you is that you spent your time alot with me before you go somewhere. When i cried that time when we fought you calm me down and make me laugh and smile . (': I'm speechless i don't know what should i say Fan . But , yeah . People out there maybe , don't even know who you truly are .
Maybe , some of my love one's know that you're bad you're a backstabber and love to hurt me alot . But , yeah i do hurt u more right ? Remember when we were going on and a few days later my parents find out and my dad ask you to break up with me and i don't need you ? That is the worst part of all between us ? I know you're deeply hurt that time . I know how u feel . Even i feel it to . To be honest , mum have a faith in me she trusted me i talk to her after, we broke up . I said to her " Ma , Irfan is the only guy i love . He is the only one for me i love him deep inside. " & Guess what mummy say ? Mummy says that " If you both are fated to be you both will find a way back together . " I swear to god she said that Fan . (': & Remember we find our way back again ? Yeah . & From there come our 2nd Attempt . But , you say to me don't love you to deep . & After all that the next next day you ask for a break up . & We get separated again . I swear i cried before that during my belated b'day party when i ask you this >> " Will you go thru thick&thin and fight all those ups and downs with me together ?" And , you remember what you say to me ? You say , sayang if its to hard the best thing is to let go . During that time , i swear i cried real bad. Only my aunty♥ knows about it . (': Yeah . That was those years back before . But , from there we separated after the break up again . We still contact together and be friends . A close friend indeed . (': I was damn happy to be by yourside always♥. But , now things change. I know you and me made many mistakes to each other . I've been hurting u more didn't i ? Or you ? I'm not sure but , i know we both do hurt each other . (': It's okeyh everyone do makes mistake. But , i know you're getting sick and tired of my sorry . Coz , i've been doing stupid things to you and , that's the reason why we're separated again . I really - really sorry truly sorry . I really meant my words Fan♥. Eversince that day when you say don't text you anymore , i just can't stop blaming myself for that . It is because , it was me who just ignore your texts and doesn't really bother to reply back your text . Just because you sms me in a harsh and cold words . Seriously , i'm sorry fan. Haish . Lastly , i miss being called by you ' P.P.G , Bumble bee and ' B ' . " Haish (': But , I hope you're happy with that someone new♥. Like i've said to you before . No one could ever be you no one could ever replace you . It's just that , no one ever will . (': Haish . I don't even know why my heart have a deep feeling that misses you so much . But , i really do miss you alot . Haish . I hope you're doing fine . Amin !♥ I'm happy when you're happy ♥. Still , ur name in my mind and heart . (':
Withlove,
Nini♥.
Nini♥.
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