I pray for allah whenever i'm unsure of what i feel inside this heart :')
HelloMyLovelyReader's♥ (':
I'm sorry guys/ladies if my previous post really kock-up .Hah. My english totally sucks like what i always know. Hah! I need to buck up like seriously . I don't even get it to my brain whenever my english teacher is teaching me . I ain't joking , what's got to do with eye sight in english lesson ? Is there any link to that ? I bet , nope. Hah ! Today school is totally down all the way till i go back home . The school didn't went down but , me . My mood is totally gone . Angelina , Irah Sassiaw , Kevin , Nancy and Nadiah plan to go tomorrow for our N Level Ebs Coursework . But , Mimi showing off her attitude . When , i look at her she roll her eyes at me . & I'm not in the mood to entertain her and my mood totally gone out of the blue . Pfft ! I don't even know why ? I've try to just ignore the mood but , i just can't . I don't even know what the hell wrong with me. Maybe, there's something that's bothering me like alot . Hah. Nobody knows , hmmm* . So, went to recess with Nadiah and Mimi . She's kinda weird to me like , seriously . Hah . I really mean my words , totally weird. She ask me to accompany her to stall number 8 to buy herself a toss bread. & I follow her without even saying yes or no . I just keep my mouth shut and , guess what happens after that? She talk to me and say " I didn't talk to you guys right just now ? Hahaha ! *Smiling all the way and stop smiling * " & Guess what did i say ? " Pape uh kan ?! *Sarcastic tone* * Roll eyes * & Mimi is like asking me " Asal Dengan kau? Kau nyehr perangai tak gyni aku tau . " & I say " Tkder pape uh. " Then she ask me again ; "Asal ? " I say , Nothing. & She say " Pape lah . Kau tk nak bilang kau punye pasal . " & I just keep quiet and wait for her to buy her toss bread and , from there i walk off . Hah . We didn't even talk after that , hahs . Ok , look . I'm sorry for scolding you that way . But , seriously i can't bare any longer your attitude. I know you always be there for me or whatever it is . I thanks you for that alot but , can you please just stop it Mimi ? Haish . But , the funny part was the last period . Class Time bring us back together again . I thought , i don't wanna hold her hand . But , yeah i need to b'coz we are playing games called Teamwork . We drop and she laugh , i also laugh and the rest of the girls too . But , yeah . I know , its my fault . I'm sorry for throwing that temper at you.You, seriously testing my patience. Hah . Nevermind , let's forget today forever . Let the bygones just bygones . I don't even know if everything will go back to normal again its just that , everything for me is haywire . I've atleast a bit expect that nothing will happen . But , it happens i can't blame what already happen. When there's a fight or a misunderstand or anything it will go has a snap not even one second its done like that . & When we are good in our own ways no problem here and there it takes seconds & long-long hours. Sometime's i just feel like admitting that i'm sick and tired of everything that makes me sick and tired to do anything . B'coz , i'm sick and tired of hurting the one i love and treasure . & Now , both of my ♥ one's is gone . Totally , hah . No matter what , i thanks allah for what he have done . I didn't mean to be sarcastic but , yeah . Thanks Allah for this maybe , he have much more better things for me in the long run :') Insyallah, Amin.♥ Tomorrow , i'll be going out with my classmates to Chinatown . So , i won't be onlining . Hah ! Anything find me thru my Handphone . (: I hope everything will be going fine tomorrow . Insyallah,Amin! (:I better get going now . Bye Reader's ♥ . Till here lotsa love nini xoxo. Afan i miss you terribly )'; Come bck will u ?Hmmm* See you all tomrrow . :')
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