TonightWillBeABrandNewYear♥||Happy New Year :D
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Ohmy!I'm sorry you guys i didn't get to update my blog . I am so busy going out lately , renovat-ing my room. Hah!Yesterday , went to Ikea to get my Study Table and a Clock . Ok , something really happen this time round . Hehe! I like (Y) . But , nothing could never ever compare to Afan♥ eh Please. Hahs! While i was waiting for daddy and mummy to come bck from the ladys and gents . Got this cute cute boy , Approach me . He is working at the cashier thingy and, yeah he say to me "Can i have your number please?"& Nini was like , "Erm,Sorry i don't give Stranger's my number . I'm not Snobbish but , yeah. Hope you understand. Sorry once again . We can be friend's somehow , see you soon at Ikea if we were to meet again . & He say to me , Its okey i understand . & He ask me to shake hands w him . & I shake his hand and he smile n walk off. Heh!His friend was like , Smiling-smiling . Hah! I'm just making friend's over here .Hahs.Not into any kind sort of thing's. See that carefully, Yeah. Haah. On that Wednesday , went out to Bukit Batok . Fetch Aunty and LittleSister Ina from The Clinic. & Then , went to West Coast to fetch
LittleBrotherAshraf and that Cute Baby Etot♥. Haah! And , we went to Ikea that time . & Mummy bought a drink cup and i bought the hanging thing . I don't know what is it called , Hahs. Oh , yeah . ~ Tonight is the last year of 2010♥.Actually, I'm upset deep inside my heart to leave 2010 behind . There's to many great memory's i've been cherish and treasure it up till now. Yeah , those memory's when i'm w Afan♥ . I still remember 1st January 2010 and up till 7 December 2010. Haish* Those up's and down's when you're w me this year . It's so complicated, unstable, Sweet , Cartoon together, Those joke and laughter together, those late night accompany and the miss calls and texts. Haish* I ended up crying when i think about those memories and moments when i'm w you Fan . I don't even know why ? Maybe, i've been keeping this feelings lately inside . & I keep on bottle it up . Haish* Sometime's , when i see my girl's have someone to chat w or laugh or love w .. it's hard for me to face it . But , i just act normal while deep inside i know i will always love you and wait for your return . :') I know i've made a mistake of not texting you . Coz , of that incident when u say "What nonsense" all this stuff. I know , i shouldn't keep the silence away from you but what can i do fan ?Tell me . Haish * You should know baby♥ i love you till eternity . Haish* I don't even know how long could i control this feeling inside. If tonight at 12Am strikes and its New Year . I don't know if we could ever be back together again? I was hoping for your text. But , its not you. ( Inset crying emotion) Sometimes, i just hope you will come back and text me or give me a call . But , you didn't . I know , i was not suppose to hope or expect anything from you . I just can't hide this feelings , i'm just to weak fan . :'( During my family had a fight , i keepsaying your name . I just wish you could be there protecting me and say everything gonna be okey . But , i just can't . I keep on thinking about you and missing you each day . :'( You're always the one that give me strength to do thing's and same goes to my studies. Once , you say to me " Its okeyh , you still have next year. Make sure next year work hard okeyh ? & Your effor for this year didn't go to the trash my dear . From what i see,you did your best isn't it ? " Haish. When i think about you , i keep on thinking about the time we spent . When you accompany me watching my favourite cartoon and you ask me to eat and everything . I really miss you badly Fan♥ :'( . Please come back please ? I can't take this feeling and lonely life without you . :'( I need you here . I'm sorry if i didn't text you . I know something really make you mad till you talk sarcasticly to me. Its okey , i understand . But , please fan ?:'( Come back *In tears* Haish. I feel so lonely without you here by myside. There's no one to talk to except for my girls Fan . Haish* Maybe , u're over me aren't u fan ? Haish. But , i'm not . :'( It's really useless to move on when sometime's u're lonely and then u will remember every memory's you spent w the one you love again . Haish . I'm not into guys that i don't even know ..even the one i know i didn't even chat w them like a lot ? Not at all . Haish*Only w you Fan . Haish. No matter what, i'm still waiting . Haish . Eventhough , 2011 is coming tonight when it strike's 12Am . This 2010♥ will always be in my heart . & When 2011 arrive i'm going to focus on my studys more. No more playing around .
LittleBrotherAshraf and that Cute Baby Etot♥. Haah! And , we went to Ikea that time . & Mummy bought a drink cup and i bought the hanging thing . I don't know what is it called , Hahs. Oh , yeah . ~ Tonight is the last year of 2010♥.Actually, I'm upset deep inside my heart to leave 2010 behind . There's to many great memory's i've been cherish and treasure it up till now. Yeah , those memory's when i'm w Afan♥ . I still remember 1st January 2010 and up till 7 December 2010. Haish* Those up's and down's when you're w me this year . It's so complicated, unstable, Sweet , Cartoon together, Those joke and laughter together, those late night accompany and the miss calls and texts. Haish* I ended up crying when i think about those memories and moments when i'm w you Fan . I don't even know why ? Maybe, i've been keeping this feelings lately inside . & I keep on bottle it up . Haish* Sometime's , when i see my girl's have someone to chat w or laugh or love w .. it's hard for me to face it . But , i just act normal while deep inside i know i will always love you and wait for your return . :') I know i've made a mistake of not texting you . Coz , of that incident when u say "What nonsense" all this stuff. I know , i shouldn't keep the silence away from you but what can i do fan ?Tell me . Haish * You should know baby♥ i love you till eternity . Haish* I don't even know how long could i control this feeling inside. If tonight at 12Am strikes and its New Year . I don't know if we could ever be back together again? I was hoping for your text. But , its not you. ( Inset crying emotion) Sometimes, i just hope you will come back and text me or give me a call . But , you didn't . I know , i was not suppose to hope or expect anything from you . I just can't hide this feelings , i'm just to weak fan . :'( During my family had a fight , i keepsaying your name . I just wish you could be there protecting me and say everything gonna be okey . But , i just can't . I keep on thinking about you and missing you each day . :'( You're always the one that give me strength to do thing's and same goes to my studies. Once , you say to me " Its okeyh , you still have next year. Make sure next year work hard okeyh ? & Your effor for this year didn't go to the trash my dear . From what i see,you did your best isn't it ? " Haish. When i think about you , i keep on thinking about the time we spent . When you accompany me watching my favourite cartoon and you ask me to eat and everything . I really miss you badly Fan♥ :'( . Please come back please ? I can't take this feeling and lonely life without you . :'( I need you here . I'm sorry if i didn't text you . I know something really make you mad till you talk sarcasticly to me. Its okey , i understand . But , please fan ?:'( Come back *In tears* Haish. I feel so lonely without you here by myside. There's no one to talk to except for my girls Fan . Haish* Maybe , u're over me aren't u fan ? Haish. But , i'm not . :'( It's really useless to move on when sometime's u're lonely and then u will remember every memory's you spent w the one you love again . Haish . I'm not into guys that i don't even know ..even the one i know i didn't even chat w them like a lot ? Not at all . Haish*Only w you Fan . Haish. No matter what, i'm still waiting . Haish . Eventhough , 2011 is coming tonight when it strike's 12Am . This 2010♥ will always be in my heart . & When 2011 arrive i'm going to focus on my studys more. No more playing around .
My resolution for 2011 is .
- Study real hard and pass my N level w flying colours and make my parents and sister's♥ proud.
- Achieve my dreams to get into sec 5 , if i can . Insya'allah , amin :')
- No more being rude to my parents or friend's or my ♥ one's.
- Totally , i wanna be a better daughter/girlfriend/friend/bestfriend/sister to all my ♥one's.
- Spent more time on study then playing laptop or Iphone.
- Make someone Proud of me (Afan♥) [ That is my promise to him since, he was hoping for it . ] eventhough , u're not here. :')
- Be much more stronger than before .
- Fight for all the right and fight back when there's obstacles coming in the way .
- Help mum w home chores when i have the time.
- Attend extra classes ( If there's any ) :')
- Pay more attention in class then cheat-chatting w friend's or slacking/daydreaming. I'll try to less that a bit now. :)
- Save my money. (i'll try hard to do this . Haha :') )
& That's it , most of all its about school , attitudes and one part about Fan♥. This is my 2011 resoultion. :')
Yeah , i hope i really can make it thru . Hahs! Insya'allah , amin. I'm not going to the countdown i guess? Yeah. I'm to lazy , and there will be to many people at there. So , yeah . Hahs. I rather watch the firework's at home in the tv. (: Hah. Have fun to those who're going to marina , eastcoast , esplanade , orchard and some other place's to. :') I don't feel anything exciting about the countdown this year . I feel empty, hahs. Idk why?Haish. Nevermind. I re-edited my blog and now it's a New Look for welcoming 2011. :) &I've change one song . A new song , yeah.hahs! HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL OF YOU ! MAY THIS YEAR IS A GREAT YEAR AHEAD (= Have a great day tonight ^^ . I wanna end it now readers♥. Afan , no matter what you're always in my heart up till now . There's always a room for you in my heart ♥. I really miss you ♥.
Takecare everyone♥. See you later. Nightnight. xoxo♥. Nini. :')
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