♥; I badly Miss You :'(
HelloReader's♥ !
Sorry , i didn't update yesterday . I'm to lazy to update and yeah , like what i've said . I'll give time to my certain blogs. So , yesterday i update my private blog. & Today , i update my public blog. (': I'm not in a good mood now . So, yeah . Just ended a misunderstanding w daddy . I don't know why , but i'm sorry dad i didnt mean to spit the words out . I don't know why , but the word just come out Fuck . Urgh!Haish. Forget it. It happens i can't change it back .Hmmmm. & The only thing is my heart deep down miss afan. Goodness!:'( Haish. I'm sorry dad i didn't mean to . Haish. Thnks for forgiving me this time dad , i promise you i won't do it again :') I'm totally down right now . My eyes damn red , my heart is in pain . Haish
I've been bottling up everything now. Coz , i don't want my love one's to be sad let me be the one but not you'll :') Like the quotes says, " I dont care my problem but care other people's feelings and make them happy but not mine . " :') Yeah. That's what i always do . Till one day , my mum told me that why must u care alot for other's but not yourself fah? Coz, that is me the real me . The girl Whom doesn't search for my happiness but making other's happy . (': I know this post is kinda sad and emo shit . But , yeah . Im just letting out here.
If you disagree then tag me thru the tagboard. Simple as that. Hahs! Currently , chatting w irawrbaby♥ and ellyshawty♥ thanks alot to my girlfyee's and my sister Suryaelyna♥ for making me laugh and happy again . ^^
You girl's are the best . ^^ & To the other's to . (= On that thursday itself , i went out to have a visit at my cuzzy's new secondary school . Heh! Reach there was like half an hour i guess? Yeah. That was like , very long. -_____- I stare each person who walk pass my seats . Lol ! I drag this post up till 12:56Am . -____-
At ria 89.7 now the song is For the rest of my life. Ouch! :'( Ok , its over finally . Hah. If not , i'm gonna cry again. Tsk! Now , make me wanna cry more . Adoii :'( Its puaskah . Hah! Texting irawrbaby♥ and chatting w ellyshawty♥ . I don't know what happen to wan . Adoii . He told me he was heartbroken , and then now he is so happy . I have no idea? Mek! & Can say HoHoHo ! Merry Christmas . Wish for something . & I wish for something in my heart but , the thing that come out from my mouth is Macbook. -____- Lol ! In facebook , i'm chatting w hadi . Lol ! New friend , lalalala ~ Just a FRIEND , not more . Hehs! Lepak pe member bawa block? Hah. Ok , soon it's going to strike 2am. I'm gonna end this post . Buhbye readers♥ goodnight <3 !
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