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School was hiotic and unhappy moment`s for me today. Went to school w a swollen eyes; pathetic much i cried throught th` night b'coz of piepie. Don`t blame him blame me coz i'm th` one who cried and not him & yes i miss him that is why im crying . Hah! I can say that ; school today brought me so many tears back then . English lesson was th` most i shed tears & that is to much. Our english teacher ; to pathetic to ask-ed we all to make a story either a r.ship storys , After life story, hobbies and work. I choose r.ship obviously you can see it for youself those tears. Jode down those meaningful one about ' love' . Haish. Ex-gyfee was like asking me whye and whye i just say nothing.Hah! Keep it to myself. Nothing came out from my mouth but only those tears that keep rolling down my cheek. English teacher walk-ed pass me and ask-ed me are you okay ? & I say kinda. And he say nevermind you calm down alright arfah? At that point of time only god know`s how i felt inside. There`s nothing; could ever compareable btween piepie and other guys. I swear; even if i were to ask-ed any other girls they still will say yes they love their ex . Hah! Today, i didn`t even smile nor even laugh that`s what i can only say. Friend`s in school will never understand. But still i treasured them like th` way i treasured my mostest ♥ly ones in cyberworld. Homesweethome; at 1.20Pm today. Went back w a moodgone face; step infront of th` house there`s mum standing unlocking th` front gate. Mum was trying to disturb me but; i just walk-ed off like that.Im sorry mum i didn`t mean to. I'm sorry. Refresh & complete my whole stack of homework`s. &Went online . Cramp my head hard enuf to get th` step`s later during tuition. This espicially goes to my Use-To-Be-Bestie; I don`t want a bestie who take me as a toy kyh ?&This harsh words i didnt mean to say but; what i feel is that you're making me like as if im your sparetyre do you even notice that? If u didn`t then now im telling you straight foward then to keep it from you. I don`t wish to have a bestie who make his own bestie a sparetyre . Like ; when you're happy w your ex you will forget me whenever you're down you need me and then you go again . &When i can` t be there you show me your ego .. but me?I didn`t even show any la please. &Im here; no one to share my sorrow`s except my ♥ ly one`s. That is why i plead god to let piepie be there for me always bymyside. But; still god didn`t make my grants come thru. Haish :[ I just don`t know where is piepie right now; what is he doing ; is he eaten?Haish. Many question`s inside this mind. Haish . No matter what i'm still waiting for your text. Muchmisses;♥ . I need to go now. Bye.