StraightThroughMyHeart.
" Aku....ingin engkau ada di sini, menemani ku saat sepi menemani ku saat gundam...benarkah hidup ini tanpa dirimu..ku hanya mencintai kamu, ku hanya memiliki kamu...aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu, sungguh ku ingin kau tau aku rindu."
Yesterday, was like 50-50 ok. What i mean is that , during morning
and afternoon i'm happy.But, when th` sun is down and th` moon starts to show up ..that is when i started to cry my heart out..♥ly one`s only know th` reason why im crying yesterday.Haish. I-dont-know lah, sometime`s, its hurt to see loving couple`s around when you're single. I just hate it so much. & Th` only thing that i can do is just patience . Watch them('even how hurt this heart is') or just walk-ed away. That`s what i did when im out there somewhere. I tried to ignore, but, what can i do?They're just showing off to everyone that they have a good r.ship or a good bf/gf. I know im S O L O , So?What`s th` big deal anyway.It hurts me , but y'know what? Im still want to enjoy my life . Im still not prepare yet for that.Hah! Kyh, why so sudden this topic came out in my mind?Tsk.Sorry you'll..didnt mean to.Hah!Maybe,yes im jealous b'coz i can`t have that happiness.Tsk!Nah, but its ok. Wait&wait i dont want to find any of them.[x Lets drop this talks about r.ship. {x So, today wake up tiday up, refresh and have my lunch instead of breakfast.Tsk!Mum, cooked late today so, i ate late. I didnt go out today, to lazy, to tired and my butt is stuck on th` floor.Hehs!At around 3pm i online , before that sister♥ ask me to online. Im like somehow busy so i told her i shall online at night, but then i change my mind instead night i change to evening.[x So, yeah now i'm online and updating my blog.Too bored..pfft!^.= In th` previous post, i told you all that my hair treatment will be on friday right? Which mean`s that its today.Sorry, error it was suppose to be tomorrow on Saturday.[xTechnical problem.~ ^^ Gosh.Prepaid left 65cents.Hehs!Tomorrow , if i have free time i'll try to topup.Hah! I-dont-wish to text can you all ?Hehs. Nevermind!Tsk . Tomorrow treatment and off to?No where?No plans.No idea.Sighs. Sad or whaat?Haish. Now , i really need a break from everything.Gaaahaa{!} I need aunty♥ and smallsisterina♥ to be here right now.Gosh!Haish. ]': Bestie, just texted just now . Last wednesday just finish fight w him .I know its my fault , im sorry kyh?I realised that it was my mistake.Im sorry. :'[ Didnt text him th whole day yesterday. Even,today i didnt text him but he still got th` urge to text me. Thanks for forgiving my wrong deeds.Bestie asked me if im ok?And i just told him im not i feel . Haish. I just told him that. I dont even have any urge to tell him , just let me keep this heartache inside. Let me gulp everything in this heart so no one know's how much pain to control th` feeling of missing you.Sighs. Its ok.[; Im fine i guess?Yeah. ("Let my heartbeat ... Let my heartbeatt..:'( ")Am i over?I think im.&Im sorry. Im weak,sick everything i feel . I wanna be alone now you'll .Sorry. Will update at night alright?See you'll. Bye~
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