Wanted You
Sometimes i justt wanted to dream all the way instead of being in the
reality.I just wanted to know the truth from herself and himself . If
it was thru i might as well , just b'come numb or just be in the another
world 'Those dark world' . Haish , sometimes i look around me there's
always people wanted to make me hurt, not happy w me and much more.
I tried to ignore and just forget neither walk away from everything , but
i just couldnt. When my heart started to sink and break into pieces all i know
is just that im alone , alone again w/o no one by myside.I feel as if im just
a doll to play w and then himself throw me or herself throw me into the bin?
I don't know where is the happiness gone ? Where my use to be bestie?
Where is my true love?What kind of life i had right now . Haish . Its all mess
up and going hay-wire.I pray everyday but in repay i didnt get what i've been
praying to god neither those wishes i've been wishing everynight before i went
to sleep.Why?Why?It isnt fair for me to have been like this , feeling hurting, sad,
pain , numb , feeling uneasy and much more.Why?Haish): Why do always people
love to make themselves happy and make others hurt and cry?Why?Haish . Why
can't they just leave me alone?And be happy w their life instead destroying hurting
me deep inside?Why?:'( I just wanted that love from himself , but did he appreciate
or did he?Haish . I dont know as i can't see the truth from his eyes or himself .
As i never even get to meet himself before. Its hard for me its hard. People ,
tried to chill me down but its just to hard damnhard.Haish. I just wanted
you yourself and your love thats all . Haish. I never wanted more.):
Haish , im not desperate as im not . Haish , i just love you whole heartly
please dont hurt me?Im weak , im in pain , i'm numb ,i'm hurt and i feel
everything.Please?Haish):
reality.I just wanted to know the truth from herself and himself . If
it was thru i might as well , just b'come numb or just be in the another
world 'Those dark world' . Haish , sometimes i look around me there's
always people wanted to make me hurt, not happy w me and much more.
I tried to ignore and just forget neither walk away from everything , but
i just couldnt. When my heart started to sink and break into pieces all i know
is just that im alone , alone again w/o no one by myside.I feel as if im just
a doll to play w and then himself throw me or herself throw me into the bin?
I don't know where is the happiness gone ? Where my use to be bestie?
Where is my true love?What kind of life i had right now . Haish . Its all mess
up and going hay-wire.I pray everyday but in repay i didnt get what i've been
praying to god neither those wishes i've been wishing everynight before i went
to sleep.Why?Why?It isnt fair for me to have been like this , feeling hurting, sad,
pain , numb , feeling uneasy and much more.Why?Haish): Why do always people
love to make themselves happy and make others hurt and cry?Why?Haish . Why
can't they just leave me alone?And be happy w their life instead destroying hurting
me deep inside?Why?:'( I just wanted that love from himself , but did he appreciate
or did he?Haish . I dont know as i can't see the truth from his eyes or himself .
As i never even get to meet himself before. Its hard for me its hard. People ,
tried to chill me down but its just to hard damnhard.Haish. I just wanted
you yourself and your love thats all . Haish. I never wanted more.):
Haish , im not desperate as im not . Haish , i just love you whole heartly
please dont hurt me?Im weak , im in pain , i'm numb ,i'm hurt and i feel
everything.Please?Haish):
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