Hello There Earth, and assalamualaikum to the muslim's.
Sorry i didnt update my blog , b'coz im busy as always.
Yesterday was the bad day for me , haish. Ever you imagine someone you love the most died?
How would you feel?Haish. I feel terrible i feel like screaming my lungs out i feel like killing this pain in this heart, but i can't . All i do is cry and cry. Eventhought she go with a good way our family still can't believe she was gone. All we need to do is pray to god up there.We all know that god love her then we do but, we all sacrifice and try to fight the wickness strength that keep us down. No matter what or wherever she is now i'll always pray for her to be in a good place up there. I love you sister syairah may you be piece up there. Sometime's its really hard to let go the person we love , but after all each and every people in this earth will die to. I'll do my prayers for her always and that is a promise. She's the best out of the best sister i've ever had. *crying*
Haish, that is called life all we need to do is to be patience and pray for the best. I've not been eating ever since yesterday whole day and today. Hha. No appetite. I'm not in e mood right now.
Hmmm, and let me say something. If the person we sacrifice the lve to the either opposite sex f/m its like when you see em w _ _ _ _ _ _ _ , what do u feel and somemore your condition is like damn sad after your cousin sister pass away and the person of the opposite sex does tat? Haish.
I dont know i've tried my best but you cant see .I guess that dream about you is true.I'll prepair for the worst. Hmmmmm , everyone keep on asking me whye and whye . I just dont have any mood to talk to anyone of you all . And i'm sorry . Takecare.

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