Pyar Kate Ho.
Hey There reader's. Sorry didn't update fer so long in here. I'm so busy w school now , espicially get my hand's on on my homework and project. On wednesday i was in e rush , as that damn malay teacher want's her project to be done on that spot of time. Troublesome right? Ya right. Psst.~ Life fer now? Steady and easy to control . Love? About love i'll always ask myself went will my lovestory start's to begin? Hmm, i miss amer irfan alot but does he miss me to? I know never. Haish, i don't know lah . Hmm , i don't wanna talk about it . I let god to handle it , if god have some pity on me? I just only have one thing to ask-ed him fer is bring him back and make us like our old days like couples and let him love me w all his heart again. Coz , i still love him like th first starting i know him and i really missing him lots right now . I know he online today , but i can't even chat w him? 'sighs' I'm controlling my emotion's and tear's just becoz i really miss him and need him now. Only god understand how i feel deep inside. I can just bare it without eating one whole day just because of irfan i can and i can prove it , it's ok if i leave better not him. Hahs. Let's skip , i don't feel like typing it out eventhought my blog is private, hahs. Just don't feel like it , this coming saturday i sleep over at my aunt house . I'll tell her everything and i don't even care what going to happen, happen lah ok ? Hais. ' Close eye's and Pray Hard. ' I kinda miss my this private blog , haah . If i sleep over at my aunt house i might not have e time to update my blog since maybe on th sunday i and aunt familie's and my parents will b going to beach having a picnic , since my uncle fly over to batam isit? Yeah , right . Hahs! Tomorrow first period is p.e. so gonna be tortured tomorrow and th second period is science and then english after that our break time from there its malay isit? Hahs. I'll just pray n see how it flow's tomorrow , i don't feel like going to school because of some reason's and due to my tiredness. Tsktsk!Currently chatting w my long lost bestie again? Its syafiq. Hahs!Out of nowhere he pop-out and then started to chat w him since no one entertain me . Hah. How i wish if amer irfan is online now? And i can have a nice chat w him and ask-ed him how is he ? Is he eaten ? How's his ns ? If he get his handphone back or is his handphone ok already or not ? Many thing's i want to ask-ed but time's doesnt mean fer we both to meet . When he online i'll be offline when he offline i'll b th one who online . See its like ? We're in another way. I miss him much to much. ): Haish , just pray that i can afford . Ok lah peepz , i need to sleep right now need to wake up early tomorrow . Nite's everyone and takecare.Ps:/ Amer Irfan you'll always b th one who i love and miss and think th most.
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